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The Last Supper at La Mesa

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Marcus stared at his phone, the notification glowing like an accusation: *We need to talk. Tonight.*

He found himself at La Mesa, their spot, watching Elena arrange her napkin with surgical precision. She ordered papaya for dessert—something she'd only discovered on that trip to Belize she'd taken with *him*. That three-month break where Marcus had stayed home, watering her plants, feeding her cat, wondering why their seven-year marriage suddenly felt like walking through someone else's dream.

"I'm leaving," she said, not looking up from her menu. "For real this time."

Marcus reached for his water glass. Condensation slicked his palm. "You said that last month. And the month before."

"This time's different." She finally met his eyes. "I've been seeing someone. From the Belize trip."

The waiter arrived. Marcus ordered the spinach ravioli without thinking. Elena always mocked him for it—*why do you eat like you're preparing for a marathon you'll never run?* But tonight he needed the ritual. The familiar. The predictable.

"We can work this out," he said. "Counseling, or—"

"Marcus." Her voice was gentle, which was worse. "You're still in love with the idea of us. But me? I'm just going through the motions. Have been for years."

He thought of all the mornings he'd made her spinach smoothies because she read somewhere they helped with fatigue. All the times he'd brought her water in the middle of the night when she was sick. The way she'd started taking those pills that made her hands shake, claiming they were vitamins. The secrets she kept in her phone, face-down on the nightstand.

The papaya arrived, glistening pink-orange like something foreign and invasive. Elena speared a piece with her fork, closed her eyes.

"It tastes like freedom," she said.

Marcus watched his reflection in the restaurant window: a man who had spent seven years becoming someone else's idea of a husband, watering a relationship that had already died.

"I know," he said, finally. "I know."

Outside, rain began to fall. People ran for cover, but Marcus walked slowly, letting the water soak through his shirt. He wasn't running from anything anymore.