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The Last Shift

palmcatbearcable

The server room hummed with that particular kind of silence that only exists underground, cooled to sixty degrees and smelling perpetually of ozone and rubber. Elias had spent twelve years threading fiber through the labyrinth beneath the city, his hands growing rough and scarred from stripping countless cable ends until they could read a phone screen by touch alone.

She'd left him three weeks ago—just walked out with her suitcase and that damn calico cat, the one she'd rescued from behind the dumpster at their apartment complex. The cat had hated him anyway, always swiping at his ankles when he came home smelling of other people's data connections.

Elias pressed his palm against the warm server rack, feeling the vibration of a thousand unread emails, streaming videos, desperate midnight messages flowing through veins of glass and copper. He wondered how many of those messages were people saying things they should have said in person, how many were I love yous sent too late, how many were goodbyes delivered like payloads.

"You gonna bear that weight forever?" his father had asked him once, watching fourteen-year-old Elias carry his mother's casket. Even then, the question had felt unfair. Some weights you didn't choose. Some chose you.

His phone buzzed in his pocket—another notification from the dating app she'd made him download, insisting he was thirty-two and not dead yet. Elias had gone on three dates since the separation. Each had felt like job interviews conducted over overpriced cocktails, both parties desperate to determine if the other was worth the risk.

The supervisor's door clicked open. Martinez emerged, looking like he hadn't slept since the Bush administration.

"They're outsourcing the division," Martinez said, not meeting Elias's eyes. "India. Effective next quarter."

Elias nodded slowly. Somewhere above ground, in the real world where the sun actually reached, a palm tree would be swaying in someone's perfect Instagram story. A couple would be choosing paint colors for a nursery. Someone would be saying yes.

"Alright," Elias said, and kept stripping the cable.