The Last Set Point
The padel court echoed with the rhythmic thwack of ball against racket, a sound that had become the soundtrack to our disintegrating marriage. Three years ago, Marcus and I had bonded over this sport β the enclosed court, the strategic glass walls, the way the ball could ricochet unexpectedly off the back screen. Now it was just another thing we did in silence.
'You've got someβ' I gestured to my own teeth, unable to form the words. Spinach. From the lunch we'd barely spoken through. It had been stuck between his front tooth for twenty minutes, and I hadn't said anything. That was us now: letting small things fester, watching debris accumulate in the spaces between us.
He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, missing it completely. The sun beat down on the outdoor court, heat rippling off the artificial turf. I was thirsty, my mouth dry as desert sand, but the water bottle sat untouched on the sidelines. Nothing tasted right anymore.
'Match point,' Marcus called out, his voice flat. He served, and I watched the ball arc toward me β a familiar trajectory, one I should have been able to return instinctively. Instead, I stood frozen, racket limp at my side, and let it bounce past me.
'Why didn't you swing?' he asked, and the question wasn't about the game anymore.
'I'm tired of playing,' I said softly. The words hung in the humid air between us, heavier than any ball. 'I'm tired of the scorekeeping, tired of pretending we're still teammates when we haven't been on the same side for months.'
Marcus lowered his racket, really looked at me for the first time in too long. 'I thought we were fixing this.'
'We can't fix something we're both pretending isn't broken.' I walked to the net, the artificial grass crunching beneath my sneakers. 'I saw the texts, Marcus. I'm not stupid.'
The silence that followed was absolute β no ball bouncing, no crowd cheering, no future being constructed sentence by careful sentence. Just the hum of cicadas in the distance and the sound of my own heartbeat, loud and traitorous in my ears.
He didn't deny it. That was the worst part. The spinach was still there, a tiny green monument to everything we'd stopped saying.
I reached through the net, not to shake his hand, but to pull the spinach from his teeth with my thumb. One last act of wifely precision, one final small care. His eyes watered, but mine stayed dry. I was all out of water for him.
'Good game,' I said, and walked off the court, leaving him standing alone on the artificial turf where we'd once pretended to be happy.