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The Last Match

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Mateo stood at the baseline of the padel court, sweat dripping down his spine like rain on a tin roof. The orange ball skipped toward him, a bright spot of artificial color against the blue surface. His wife, Elena, watched from the bench, her sunglasses reflecting the harsh midday sun. She hadn't spoken to him in three days—not since she'd found the messages on his phone.

He swung his racquet and missed. The ball smacked into the wire fence.

"You're playing like a zombie today," his partner called out. The word stung more than it should have.

Mateo walked to the water cooler, pressing the button until the paper cup overflowed. He drank it in one gulp, the liquid cool and tasteless, unable to quench the dryness in his throat. Everything in his life had become this: going through motions, hollow at the core, performing for an audience he couldn't see anymore.

Elena stood up now, smoothing her skirt—that burnt orange fabric he'd bought her in Barcelona last spring, back when they still touched each other without hesitation. She approached the fence, her face unreadable behind the dark lenses.

"Your hat," she said.

He reached up, fingers grazing the brim of his cap, gray and faded from years of Sundays just like this one. "What about it?"

"You've been wearing it since the funeral." She paused. "It's been three years, Mateo."

The funeral. His brother's. The secret he'd carried like a stone in his gut: David's last words to him, the confession that Elena had been with him first, that she'd chosen Mateo out of duty, not love. Three years of lies, of watching her mourn his brother while pretending to mourn a brother-in-law.

He stripped the hat from his head. His hair, thinning and gray, caught the light. The vulnerability of it made his hands shake.

"I'm done," he said, and he meant everything—the match, the marriage, the performance.

Elena's shoulders dropped. Something shifted behind her sunglasses. Finally, she wasn't looking at him like a ghost anymore.

"Good," she said. "So am I."