The Last Inning
Elena adjusted the brim of her father's old fedora, the felt sweat-stained and smelling of tobacco and regret. She wore it to every baseball game since the funeral three months ago, as if the hat somehow contained his spirit—or perhaps his judgment.
"You're going to lose that hat," David said without looking up from his phone. Their seats were expensive, thirty rows behind home plate, exactly where his father had sat when he'd season tickets. David's inheritance, of course. Everything was always David's.
"It's not going anywhere."
"Whatever." He checked his watch again. "I told Cheryl we'd meet for drinks by seven. This inning's dragging."
Below them, the batter hit a foul ball that arced toward their section. The crowd surged upward, hands reaching. Elena watched the ball descend like a small white comet, thinking absurdly of the goldfish bowl she'd kept on her desk at the law firm. How she'd watched it for hours during those terrible months after making partner, the fish swimming its endless circles while she drafted wills and divorce settlements for people who'd already died or moved on.
The fish had died the same week she'd found David's texts to Cheryl. She'd flushed it down the toilet at 3 AM, weeping over a creature that had lived three years and never understood why its world was suddenly dark and rushing.
"Are you even listening?" David asked.
She thought of the hat's hidden pocket, where she'd tucked her resignation letter that morning. Typed, signed, ready. She'd leave it on his pillow tonight.
"I was thinking," Elena said, "how goldfish only have seven-second memories. Scientists proved it was a myth, but sometimes I wish it were true. To just keep swimming forward, never knowing what you've lost."
David's phone chimed. He smirked. "Cheryl says hey."
Elena took off the hat, ran her fingers through sweat-dampened hair. The fedora felt impossibly heavy in her hands, like holding something dead.
"Tell her I said goodbye," she said, and stood up while the stadium roared around them, walking toward the exit as the batter swung and missed, the catcher's mitt popping like a heart breaking.