The Last Harvest
The screen glowed at 2 AM — another notification from another damned iPhone. Sarah swiped it away, staring at the spinach wilting in her colander. Three days of market volatility, three nights of takeout, and now the vegetables were rotting, just like her marriage.
"You're always married to the bear market," Mark had said, walking out three weeks ago. "There's no room for me when you're shorting everything."
She rinsed the spinach, watching the water turn dark. Tomorrow morning she'd have to decide whether to hold her position or liquidate. The firm was bleeding money. Her clients were angry. The bull run that had carried her through the last decade was effectively dead, slaughtered somewhere in the adjustment of interest rates and inflation data.
Her phone buzzed again. Not Mark this time.
"You coming tonight?" — David, her mentor, the man who'd taught her how to read between the candlesticks.
She'd been sleeping with him for six weeks. It wasn't revenge; it was simpler than that — boredom, loneliness, the way he looked at her like she was the only smart person in a room full of pretenders. The way he whispered market predictions against her neck after.
The spinach went into the pan with olive oil and garlic. She'd make herself a proper meal, maybe drink the rest of that Pinot, maybe not answer David. Maybe call Mark instead, see if he was still at his brother's place, see if he'd consider coming home.
The bull and bear statues on her shelf — ironic gifts from her first big bonus — seemed to mock her in the lamplight. Two animals that would never coexist, locked in eternal combat, just like ambition and intimacy, just like success and happiness.
She took her plate to the window, watching the city lights flicker like dying stars. Tomorrow she'd call Mark. Tomorrow she'd liquidate the positions, take the loss, and maybe figure out who she was when she wasn't winning. Tonight, she'd just eat her spinach in the quiet, and pretend she wasn't afraid of the silence.