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The Last Goldfish Summer

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Maya pulled her beanie down lower, frizzy hair tucked away like she could hide the awkwardness of fourteen. The party blared through Alex's open door—Spotify playlist, laughter, the thwack-thwack of padel from the backyard. Alex's new private school friends. The ones who didn't remember her braces phase or the time she cried over a failed math test in sixth grade.

She stood outside clutching her plastic bag like a lifeline. Inside swam Goldie, the carnival goldfish she'd won by tossing a ping pong ball into a tiny bowl. Her first actual win at anything, and it had to be a fish with a three-week lifespan.

"Maya!" Alex spotted her from the patio, padel racquet still in hand. He wore that backwards baseball cap like armor, confidence radiating off him like he'd never once wished he was someone else. "You made it!"

She nodded, throat tight. The backyard was a minefield of strangers in crop tops and expensive sneakers, all glowing with that effortless social ease she'd been trying to hack since middle school started. Someone passed her a cup of something that definitely wasn't soda.

"So," a girl with perfect highlights said, eyeing Maya's bag. "What's in there?"

Maya's fingers crushed the plastic. She could lie. She could say she needed to put it in Alex's room, slip away before anyone noticed. Instead, she lifted the bag like it was something to be proud of.

"Goldfish," she said. "Won him an hour ago."

Silence. Then Alex's friend burst out laughing—not mean, just surprised. "No way. You played that rigged game?"

"Yeah," Maya said, something loosening in her chest. "And I won."

By midnight, Goldie swam in a makeshift bowl on the patio table while Maya sat cross-legged beside the padel court, finally letting someone teach her how to serve. The hat came off. The goldfish watched. Fourteen didn't feel quite so terrifying anymore.