The Last Goldfish on Bear Street
The goldfish on Marcus's desk had stopped eating three days ago. Its orange scales dulled, gills barely moving—much like Marcus himself, sitting in his corner office on the forty-second floor, watching another bear market decimate his clients' portfolios. He hadn't gone home in forty-eight hours.
His ex-wife Elena had left him six months ago, claiming he'd become a stranger—a man who looked at her with dead eyes, spoke in automated responses, moved through their marriage like something reanimated but never truly alive. A zombie, she'd called him, weeping in their driveway.
"You don't even know you're dead."
Now, Marcus stared at the goldfish—Stanley—his only living companion in this city of glass and numbers. He'd bought Stanley on impulse the week after Elena left, needing something to care for that couldn't leave him.
The office around him hummed with zombies: analysts grinding through 80-hour weeks, junior partners sleeping under their desks, everyone pretending this was ambition rather than a slow, elegant form of suicide. Even the goldfish swam in circles, forgetting each turn before making the next.
Stanley floated to the surface, gills moving slower now.
Marcus felt something crack open in his chest—not panic, but recognition. He'd been given a warning.
He picked up his phone. Elena's number was still in favorites. She answered on the fourth ring, voice cautious.
"Marcus?"
"I don't know if I'm alive either," he said. "But I'd like to find out."
Stanley moved one last time, a flicker of orange against the glass, then went still. Outside, the bear market continued its rampage, fortunes evaporating by the second. But Marcus was already dialing his assistant to clear his calendar for the next month.
For the first time in years, he had somewhere to be.