The Last Game
The padel court reflected everything backward—her orange dress glowing like ember against the blue glass, the way it had that night in Barcelona when they'd still believed in forever. Now, Elena moved across the court with predatory grace, each swing of her racket precise, punishing.
Between points, she smoothed her dark hair, now threaded with silver he'd once found charming. Now it just reminded him of time running out. The spinach stuck between his teeth from lunch felt like metaphor—a small, humiliating thing he couldn't dislodge, much like their marriage.
"You're not even trying," she said, her voice flat.
"I am."
"You're thinking about her again."
Not a question. The worst part was, he wasn't. He was thinking about how easily they'd dismantled fifteen years, how the collapse had been so quiet they'd barely noticed until the foundation was gone. The affair had been symptom, not cause—a desperate grasp at feeling anything at all.
She served. The ball hit the glass, bouncing wild. He didn't move.
"That's it, then?" she asked.
"What do you want me to say, El? That I'm sorry? That I wish—"
"I wish you'd loved me enough to leave sooner."
The words hung in the humid air. He remembered their first apartment, the way she'd cooked spinach with garlic every Tuesday because she read it was good for his heart. The way her orange bikini looked that summer in Greece, before mortgages and promotions and quiet resentment.
He walked to the net. She didn't back away.
"I did love you," he said. "Maybe that was the problem."
She laughed then—a sharp, surprised sound. "You always did make everything about your feelings."
"Is that why you signed the papers?"
"I signed them because I woke up one morning and realized I'd become someone who stayed. And that scared me more than being alone."
The sun dropped behind the clubhouse. Shadows stretched across the court, swallowing the orange of her dress, the silver in her hair, everything they'd been and hadn't become.
"One more game?" he asked, knowing the answer.
She picked up her bag. "No, David. We played."