The Last Game
The hat was the first thing Elena noticed about him—a battered Panama that had seen better decades, much like its owner. She adjusted her own visor and stepped onto the padel court, the green surface blurring beneath her feet. At 47, she'd finally learned that saying no to corporate team-building events was a skill worth mastering, but here she was anyway.
'You're zoning out again,' Marcus said, tapping his racket against hers. 'Thinking about the merger?'
Elena laughed, a sound that felt foreign in her throat. 'I was thinking about my goldfish. The one I won at a carnival when I was seven. Lived three years. Longer than my first marriage.'
Marcus groaned. 'You're in a mood.'
Across the net, their opponents—two VPs from Marketing—looked like zombies from too many networking events, their smiles frozen, movements mechanical. Elena felt a sudden wave of pity for them. She remembered being that hungry, that willing to carve pieces of herself away to fit some corporate mold.
'Serve,' Marcus called out, but Elena was already elsewhere, memory folding over her like a shroud.
She thought of Julian, the fox-like man with clever hands and sharper eyes who'd walked away five years ago because she couldn't choose herself over a career that now felt like wearing someone else's skin. He'd left her a note: 'Don't wake up one day and realize you forgot to live your life.'
The ball hit her racket, and she didn't swing.
'Elena?' Marcus's voice pulled her back. The Marketing zombies were watching now, their masks slipping to reveal something like concern.
'I'm fine,' she said, but she wasn't. Not really. But she realized suddenly that she could be. The realization hit her like a physical force, knocking the breath from her lungs. After the game—she would graciously lose, let the VPs have their moment—she would call Julian. Or maybe she'd just call in sick tomorrow and drive to the ocean. Maybe both.
'My serve,' she said, adjusting her visor. 'And Marcus? Let's actually play this time.'
The hat-wearing man on the next court waved, and she waved back. Something was ending. Something else was beginning.