The Last Day at Anderson & Pryce
The fedora sat on her desk like a judgment. Marcus had left it there three years ago when he walked out of her life and into the promotion he'd promised they'd share. Elena hadn't moved it. The hat had become a monument to her own cowardice.
Her phone buzzed. The pet sitter had sent a photo: Barnaby—her ancient, one-eyed cat—curled in a sunbeam, oblivious that his owner was about to torch her career. Barnaby had outlasted her marriage, her mother, and now, apparently, her ambition.
"You coming to drinks?" It was Jessica from accounting, hovering in the doorway with her usual manufactured warmth. The fake farewell drinks for a departure everyone knew was involuntary.
"Can't," Elena said, not looking up from the cardboard box that contained thirteen years of her life. "Pet emergency."
The goldfish on her filing cabinet—Bubbles III, inherited from three consecutive departed admins—rose to the surface, mouth opening and closing in silent accusation. He'd survived the layoffs, the restructuring, the merger. She was the one who couldn't stomach it anymore.
She picked up Marcus's hat. The leather band was cracked, the brim curved from years of his perfect, confident grip. She'd kept it hoping he'd come back for it. Hoping he'd come back.
The realization hit her with physical force: she wasn't keeping the hat. She was keeping the fantasy that she was the kind of person who waited.
Elena walked to the window. Thirty floors down, the city churned with people who believed their jobs mattered. She'd been one of them, collecting stock options and ulcers, measuring her worth in quarterly targets while her apartment gathered dust and Barnaby slept alone.
She placed the hat on her head. It was too big, slipping over her ears, but she felt lighter somehow. She dropped Bubbles III into his travel bag—she'd take him too. Why not? She was already becoming someone else.
"Where are you going?" Jessica asked, genuine alarm breaking through her corporate veneer.
Elena touched the brim of the hat. A gesture she'd practiced in mirrors a thousand times, hoping to channel Marcus's easy confidence. Now it felt like her own.
"Home," she said. "I have a cat waiting."