The Last Corporate Retreat
The pool shimmered with that artificial blue that only exists in luxury hotels—the kind where they hold corporate retreats to announce layoffs. Elena sat on the edge, feet dangling in the water, nursing her third complimentary mimosa. Thirty-eight years old, fifteen years at the company, and here she was waiting for the other shoe to drop.
"Bear market," Craig had said that morning, adjusting his pinstripe suit as if armor could protect him. He was the VP of Something Important, a man who measured success in quarterly earnings and the number of people he'd fired before breakfast. Elena had watched his palm press against her shoulder—a touch too intimate, too calculating. "We have to make tough decisions, Elena. You understand."
She didn't. Not really.
Now, the sun was setting behind the palm trees, painting the sky in bruises of purple and gold. Her phone buzzed on the lounge chair—probably her husband asking what time she'd be home. Probably her mother worrying about the mortgage. Probably the universe reminding her that responsibility didn't take vacation days.
Elena had found the cable box behind the TV in her hotel room. Black coaxial, thick as a snake, connecting her to a world of news and noise and other people's problems. She'd considered unplugging it. Considered letting the whole system go dark. Instead, she'd ordered another mimosa and come down to the pool.
The water rippled. Someone cannonballed off the diving board—Craig, resplendent in his swimsuit, shouting something about team bonding. His palm slapped the water's surface, sending waves toward Elena's dangling feet.
"Last one in buys breakfast!" he bellowed.
Elena watched him surface, slick and grinning, and wondered: when you strip away the titles and the stock options and the meaningless corporate jargon, what's left? Just wet mammals flailing in a cement pond, pretending this was what they'd wanted from life.
She finished her drink. Set the glass on the concrete. Dived in.
The water swallowed her whole—cool, shocking, alive. For a moment, she was just Elena: not a Senior Director, not a wife, not a daughter. Just flesh and bone and breath, suspended in blue, bearing the weight of nothing at all.