The Last Connection
The coaxial cable hung limp in Elena's hand, its severed end staring back like a dead snake. Three years of marriage, disconnected with a single snip.
"You're not actually taking the goldfish, are you?" Marcus stood in the doorway, his silhouette framed by the moving truck's headlights through the window.
Elena looked at the bowl on the counter. Barnaby had been her birthday present two years ago—Marcus's attempt at being romantic after she'd confessed how lonely she felt in their new city. Now the fish swam in endless circles, oblivious to the way their life had unraveled around him.
"He was a gift, Marcus."
"So was the blender. You're leaving that."
She couldn't argue with that. The blender had stopped working months ago, anyway. Much like them.
The cable guy was coming tomorrow to set up her service at the apartment. She'd already requested the basic package—no premium channels, no DVR. Just enough to hear human voices when the silence got too loud. She wondered if she should feel guilty about leaving Marcus with nothing but his streaming subscriptions and whatever furniture she hadn't claimed.
Truth was, she'd been bearing the weight of their unhappiness for so long that her back had started to literally hurt. Doctor called it stress, prescribed yoga and mindfulness. Elena called it sleeping next to someone who made her feel invisible.
"You know," Marcus said, his voice cracking, "my mom still asks about you."
The mention of his mother made something twist in her chest. Not love—she was past that—but a profound exhaustion. The Sunday dinners, the expectations, the way his family's approval had become the cable that tethered her to a life she'd outgrown.
"What do you tell her?"
"That we're fine. That work's busy." He rubbed his neck. "I can't bear the truth, El. Can you?"
She looked at Barnaby again, at his terrible memory and his seven-second attention span. Sometimes she envied him. Sometimes she wanted to forget everything too—the missed opportunities, the compromises, the slow erosion of the person she used to be.
"No," she said. "I can't."
She wrapped the cable around her hand one last time, feeling the phantom pressure of all those nights they'd sat together on opposite ends of the couch, connected to the same screen but completely alone. The goldfish would get a bigger bowl in the new place. Maybe she'd even buy him a friend.
"Goodbye, Marcus."
The door clicked shut behind her, and Barnaby's bowl was already sweating from the sudden movement, anticipating the journey ahead.