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The Last Bite

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Marcus sat across from Sarah in the dimly lit restaurant, pushing papaya cubes around his plate with his fork. Three years since she'd ghosted him—no calls, no texts, just silence after that drunken night when she'd nearly kissed him, then pulled away saying she wasn't ready.

"You look like a zombie," she said, stirring her coffee. Those were her first words to him after three years.

Marcus laughed, bitter. "Corporate life will do that. Twelve-hour days, meaningless spreadsheets, emails at midnight. I'm just going through the motions now."

He didn't tell her about the therapy sessions. The antidepressants. The weekends spent staring at the ceiling, too exhausted to move, too anxious to sleep.

Sarah's phone buzzed. She glanced at it, something flickering across her face—regret? Longing? Then she tucked it away.

"I missed you, Marcus. I was scared, okay? You were my best friend, and I didn't want to ruin that. But I ruined it anyway."

Lightning cracked outside, illuminating the rain streaking against the window. The storm had been building all afternoon, the air thick and electric, like the space between them.

"Why call me now?" Marcus asked. "Why today?"

"I saw someone today who reminded me of you. He looked... dead inside. And I realized I'd done that to you. That I'd left you to wither away while I pretended nothing had happened."

Marcus finally ate a piece of papaya. It was sweet, soft, painfully familiar—what they'd always ordered together at this same restaurant, back when they were young and believed they had forever.

"You didn't do this to me," he said. "I did. I let you go without fighting. I let myself become this zombie."

"So what now?" Sarah asked, her voice almost a whisper.

Outside, thunder rattled the glass. Marcus looked at her—really looked at her—and saw the weight of three years in the lines around her eyes, the way her hands trembled around her coffee cup.

"Now we finish our fruit," he said, "and then maybe we start over. Not as friends, not yet. But as two people who remember what it's like to be alive."

Sarah's smile was small, genuine. "I'd like that."

Another flash of lightning, and for the first time in three years, Marcus didn't feel dead inside.