The Green Man
At 47, Marcus had become what his colleagues jokingly called a zombie—the office undead. He moved through quarterly reports with the glassy-eyed determination of the truly disenchanted, his soul eroded by fifteen years of corporate compliance. His wife Elena had left six months ago, claiming she couldn't watch him disappear anymore.
Now he was dating Chloe, twenty-eight and terrifyingly alive. She dragged him to padel lessons on Saturdays, her laughter echoing across the court as he fumbled through backhands. She meant well. They all meant well.
"You need to eat more greens," she said one evening, pushing a bowl of spinach toward him. "It'll help with energy. For running."
Running. His new thing. Because Chloe believed in the transformative power of 5Ks and morning jogs. So at 5:45 AM, while the city slept, Marcus ran through streets slick with morning fog, his breath ghosting in the chill, chasing nothing.
It was on one of these runs that he saw her—Elena—walking out of a bodega with a man Marcus had never seen. She looked different. Softer. Her hair loose, no makeup. Real. And beside her, someone who actually seemed to see her.
Marcus stopped running. His heart hammered against his ribs, but not from the exertion. For the first time in months, he felt something sharp and immediate—jealousy, grief, recognition. He'd been playing zombie in his own life, performing wellness when what he needed was to actually live.
He didn't call out. He turned and walked home, passing the padel club where his racket gathered dust. In his kitchen, the spinach wilted in its bowl. He threw it in the trash, then called Chloe to cancel. Then he called Elena.
"I'm still here," he said when she answered. "I don't want to be a ghost anymore."
Silence stretched between them, long and considering. Somewhere in the distance, a siren wailed. The city was waking up.
"Marcus," she said finally, "you haven't been gone. You've just been asleep."
That night, for the first time in half a year, Marcus didn't dream about spreadsheets. He dreamed about nothing at all, and it was the best sleep he'd had in years.