The Green Between Us
Maya's teeth were stained green from the spinach lodged there, and Sophie had to clench her jaw to keep from pointing it out. Maya leaned in close, laughing at something Paul from accounting said, her hand warm on Sophie's forearm.
"You're my best friend here, you know that?" Maya said. "I don't know what I'd do without you."
"Likewise," Sophie managed.
She'd known about Maya and Ethan—her Ethan—for three weeks now. Seen them at that restaurant by the river, Maya's laugh carrying across the patio, her hand on his knee in that proprietary way married men pretended not to notice.
Ethan had told Sophie he needed space, that he was swimming in responsibilities, drowning in them. She'd given him space, given him everything. She'd given him their garden.
God, the spinach. Sophie had planted those seeds herself in the small garden plot Ethan had laughed about, called her "little project" when he moved out. Small acts of hope, she'd told herself. Small lies whispered in the dark.
"You okay?" Maya asked over their salads. "You've been quiet all lunch."
"Just thinking about work," Sophie said.
"Work," Maya nodded. "So glad we have each other to get through it all."
The spinach in Sophie's mouth tasted like blood. Like the iron taste of secrets kept too long.
That night, Sophie went to the community pool where she'd started taking lessons three months ago—something to fill the long evenings, something she'd always feared. Her mother had nearly drowned while pregnant with Sophie; the fear had been passed down like family silver.
But she was determined. She slipped into the cool water, thought about Maya's hands on Ethan, about spinach growing in poisoned soil, about friendship as corrosion—slow, inevitable, invisible until the structure gave way.
She swam to the deep end, let herself sink, felt pressure building in her ears. It would be easy to stay down. To let the water finish what the betrayal started.
But she kicked upward, broke the surface gasping. The lifeguard watched, bored.
Tomorrow, she would tell Maya she knew. Tomorrow, she would pack what remained of Ethan's things. Tonight, Sophie swam until her muscles burned, until the water stopped feeling like betrayal and started feeling like just water.
She climbed out, wrapped in a towel, dripping on the pool deck. Her reflection showed a woman she almost recognized.
"Okay," she said. "Okay."
The spinach from lunch was finally gone.