The Goldfish Philosophy
Marcus was running late again—third time this week. His backpack slapped against his spine as he sprinted toward the school entrance, already imagining Mr. Harrison's deadpan "Mr. Chen, grace us with your presence?" routine.
But today was different. Today, Marcus stopped at the edge of the parking lot.
Chloe was there, sitting on the bench near the baseball field backstop, headphones on, nodding to something only she could hear. Last week, Marcus would've walked right past, too scared to say anything. But something about the goldfish his sister had won at the carnival—the way it kept swimming to the front of its bowl, pressing against the glass like it wanted to see more—had been stuck in his head.
"What's up, Chloe?" The words came out before he could overthink them.
She slid her headphones down. Her cat-eye sunglasses pushed up on her head looked like something from a vintage magazine. "Marcus? Since when do you talk to me?"
"Since now." He shrugged, trying to look chill even though his heart was hammering. "What's the playlist?"
"My brother's band. They're terrible but also kind of fire?" She handed him a headphone.
Marcus sat. The music wasn't terrible—it was angry and earnest and exactly how he felt sometimes.
"My dad wants me to try out for the team," Chloe said suddenly. "He thinks I should be more... traditionally impressive. Like being a girl who plays baseball automatically makes me interesting."
"That's cap," Marcus said. "You're already interesting."
The bell rang.
"Hey," Chloe said, standing up. "You coming?"
Marcus thought about the goldfish, how it kept swimming toward the glass even though it couldn't see out. Sometimes you had to press against your own boundaries just to prove they existed.
"Yeah," he said. "I'm coming."