The Goldfish Oracle
Maya's parents had cancelled the cable again. Third time this month. Something about "budget cuts" and "rediscovering family time," which really meant Maya was stuck in her room with zero distractions and only Finneghan—the orange goldfish with an attitude problem—for company.
"You're living the dream, Finneghan," Maya muttered, tapping the glass bowl. "Swim, eat flakes, repeat. No SAT prep. No fake smile at lunch while everyone pretends to care about your weekend."
Finneghan blew a bubble.
"Valid."
Maya felt like a zombie these days. Trudging through AP classes, forcing small talk with people who'd forget her existence the second she walked away. Her social battery was permanently at 3%. Even TikTok felt like work.
Then came the Sphinx.
That's what everyone called Mr. Harrison's honors English project. The Sphinx's Riddle, he'd announced last week. Write about something real. Something that makes you vulnerable. Extra credit if you can make your classmates feel something.
"Easy," said Chloe, who'd already published two poetry collections online.
"Sure," said Justin, who'd write about his dead dog and make everyone cry.
Maya just stared at her notebook. Real? Vulnerable? She'd spent seventeen years curating a version of herself that wouldn't get made fun of in the girls' bathroom. Which parts of that were supposed to go on paper?
"What about you, Maya?" Justin asked on the way to lunch. "You're always so quiet. Bet you've got some deep stuff locked up in there."
She almost laughed. Deep stuff like how she still cried about her grandma sometimes? Deep stuff like how she felt invisible even when surrounded by people? Deep stuff like how Finneghan understood her better than anyone?
"Just working on it," she said.
That night, Maya sat at her desk, pen hovering over blank paper. Finneghan swam lazy circles. The room was quiet except for the hum of her laptop and the distant muffled sounds of her parents watching TV without her.
She thought about the Sphinx's riddle in the myth. "What walks on four legs in the morning, two legs at noon, and three legs in the evening?" The answer: a human, moving through stages of life.
Maybe that was it. Maybe being seventeen meant being stuck between legs—childhood and adulthood, wanting to be seen and terrified of being seen, feeling like a zombie while secretly craving connection.
Maya wrote. About cancelled cable and silent rooms. About goldfish who were better listeners than people. About walking through school feeling half-alive.
About being the Sphinx and the riddle both.
When Mr. Harrison handed back the graded papers, he paused at her desk. "This one," he said quietly, "made people feel something."
"Is that good?" she asked.
He smiled. "That's everything."
Later, as Maya fed Finneghan, her phone buzzed. Justin had posted her paragraph—without her name—on his Instagram story. The comments were full of "this hits hard" and "who wrote this?" and "same."
Maybe she wasn't so invisible after all.
"You called it, Finneghan," she whispered.
The goldfish just swam on, wise as ever.