The Goldfish in the Empty Pool
Margot stood at the edge of the drained pool, her hotel key burning a hole in her palm. Three years since Richard's funeral, and still she'd come to this same motel in Tucson, same week in November, same room with the view of the empty blue crater below.
You'd think they'd fill it in. You'd think they'd plant something, anything, instead of leaving this scar in the earth. But the pool remained—chipped concrete, rusted ladder, a single goldfish flopping in the shallow end that wasn't there.
She knew it wasn't there. Knew it was the heat, the margaritas, the way grief could make you see things that weren't real. But there it was: a flash of orange, gasping, dying.
Richard would have laughed. He'd have said it was metaphorical—some bullshit about how they were all just fish trying to breathe outside water. He'd been her friend, her lover, her competitor. They'd clawed their way up the corporate ladder together, each rung a betrayal disguised as mentorship.
The night it happened—the drunken confession that he'd stolen her proposal, that he'd been sleeping with the VP, that he'd sold her out for a corner office—he'd called it "just business." Margot had thrown her drink in his face. He'd swerved off the road two miles later.
She'd gotten the promotion. The office. The blood money.
Now she knelt by the pool's edge, watching the impossible fish gasp. She could save it. She had water in her room, a sink, ice buckets. But she stayed still, palm pressed against the rough concrete, feeling the heat of something dying.
The goldfish stopped moving.
Margot stood up, brushed the grit from her knees, and went inside to pack. Some things weren't meant to be saved. Some things just died in the sun, and you walked away, and you kept the corner office, and you didn't look back.