The Goldfish at the Top of the Pyramid
Margot's goldfish circled its bowl on the thirty-second floor, its orange scales catching the fluorescent light like coins in a fountain. She'd rescued it from the office lobby six months ago—someone's forgotten impulse buy, now swimming in.lazy loops while she stared at the corporate pyramid scheme chart on her wall.
"You look like you've seen a ghost," Marcus said, leaning against her doorframe. He wore that ridiculous fedora he'd started affecting after his divorce—a hat that made him look like a noir detective playing dress-up in the wrong decade.
"Just thinking about structure," Margot said, not turning from the window. "How we build these pyramids. How we convince ourselves there's gold at the top."
Marcus laughed, but it was tired, sympathy-tinged. "That's your friend talking. The one who got laid off yesterday."
"Janet wasn't just laid off. She was disappeared. Three rounds of restructuring, and suddenly it's like she never existed. Her LinkedIn profile's gone, her cubicle's already repurposed. Like a memory that fades the moment you stop looking at it—goldfish memory, they say. Seven seconds."
The goldfish in its bowl did another loop, mouth opening and closing in silent bubbles.
Marcus stepped closer, tipping his hat back. "You want to get coffee?"
"Coffee's for people who still believe in the middle of the pyramid."
"So what's for the top?"
Margot turned then, her reflection ghosting across the glass. "Nothing. That's the joke. The top's empty space. Just the idea of being there." She gestured to her fish. "Like him. Swimming in circles because the bowl's round, not because there's anywhere to go."
Marcus reached out, then pulled his hand back. "I could buy you a real hat," he said softly. "One that fits."
For a moment, Margot almost said yes. Almost let herself be the kind of woman who accepted small kindnesses from men in fedoras who meant well. But she looked at the corporate pyramid on her wall, at the goldfish in its endless loops, and thought about Janet, who'd believed in the architecture until the day it collapsed.
"I'm good," she said, turning back to the window. "But thanks. For asking."
Marcus's footsteps faded down the hall. The goldfish did another loop, indifferent to everything but the illusion of forward motion. Somewhere above them, in the penthouse suite Margot had never seen, someone was probably swimming in much bigger circles, believing they were going somewhere too.