The Goldfish at the Summit
From the forty-second floor, Richard could see the city sprawled like a bleeding wound across the landscape. He'd spent thirty years climbing this pyramid—first as a junior analyst, then VP, now the corner office with its brutalist architecture and senseless proportions. And for what?
"Your wife called again," his assistant said, hovering in the doorway. "She wants to know if you're keeping the apartment or selling."
Richard turned from the window. "Tell her to keep the goldfish. I don't want it."
The goldfish—a metallic orange comet with trailing fins like silk—swam in endless circles in its bowl on his desk. His daughter had won it at a fair five years ago. Now Lila was away at college, and his wife was sleeping with her yoga instructor, and the fish kept swimming its pointless laps, its three-second memory a blessing.
That evening, Richard saw the fox.
He was on his balcony, nursing a scotch, when a sleek red fox emerged from the shadows of the neighboring rooftop. It moved with lethal grace, its coat burnished by city lights, eyes glowing like amber lamps. The fox paused, looked directly at him, and then vanished over the edge.
Richard gripped the railing until his knuckles turned white. Something about that moment—the wild creature in his sterile domain, the recognition in those eyes—cracked something open inside him.
He went back inside and stared at the goldfish bowl. The fish nudged the glass, its mouth opening and closing in silent supplication. How long had it been in there? How many more circles would it swim before it simply stopped moving?
Richard found himself weeping, great ugly sobs that wracked his chest. He wasn't crying about his marriage or his career or the hollow victory of reaching the pyramid's apex. He was crying for the fox in the wild, for the goldfish in its prison, and most of all, for the man who had become both.