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The Goldfish at the End of the Line

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Marcus had been a cable lineman for seventeen years when he found himself suspended forty feet above a suburban street, staring into a bedroom window where a woman watched a goldfish swim endless circles in a bowl.

She looked like Sarah. The same way she tilted her head when concentrating, the same weight to her shoulders that used to carry their shared grief. Sarah had left three years ago, citing Marcus's emotional distance, his inability to be present. She'd said he was always somewhere else, even when he was right beside her.

The goldfish, a flash of orange in the lamplight, kept swimming the same route. Marcus wondered if the fish knew it was trapped, or if the endless loop felt like purpose. He'd been climbing these poles for nearly two decades, running cable from house to house, connecting strangers to worlds that weren't their own. Each installation felt like a small borrowed intimacy—entering homes, seeing how people lived, what they watched, what they valued.

His radio crackled. "Marcus, you good up there? The Miller node's been dark for two hours."

"Just checking the splice," he said, though he hadn't moved in five minutes. The fish had stopped swimming. It floated near the surface, mouth opening and closing in the still water.

The woman in the window looked up and caught his eye. For a second they were two strangers suspended in their own containers—her in the room, him on the pole. Then she smiled, a small sad thing, and sprinkled flakes into the bowl. The fish darted downward.

Marcus exhaled. His safety harness tightened against his chest as he leaned back into work. He'd finish this job, then go home to his empty apartment and swim through channels he'd seen a thousand times before. But tomorrow, he decided, he'd go to the shelter. Maybe get a fish. Maybe start swimming in a different direction, even if it was just circles for a while.