The Goldfish at Sunset
The corporate retreat had been Maya's idea. She'd pitched it as team-building, but really, she just wanted everyone to see her new padel court—imported from Spain at a cost that made the finance director physically ill. Now, standing on the sidelines watching her colleagues awkwardly volley the ball back and forth, Elena wondered if Maya actually knew how to play, or if she'd just seen the word in some CEO newsletter and decided it would look good next to the infinity pool.
Elena adjusted her wide-brimmed hat against the fading sun. It was her shield—both from the UV rays and from having to make prolonged eye contact with anyone she didn't want to talk to. Which was everyone.
"You're not playing?" A voice behind her. David. The new senior analyst, thirty-two and already showing signs of premature middle age. His tie was loosened, his shirt wrinkled.
"I'm allergic to forced camaraderie," Elena said. "Also, I twisted my ankle."
"You're wearing flip-flops."
"Metaphorical ankle."
He laughed, and something in her chest shifted. Not quite—she'd promised herself after Jason—but close enough to make her nervous. David nodded toward the pond at the edge of the courtyard, where a single goldfish darted between lily pads like it had somewhere urgent to be.
"You know they brought in those fish specifically for this weekend?" he said. "They're rentals."
"Rentals?"
"Going back to the store Monday. corporate goldfish."
Elena snorted, then caught herself. She was forty-seven, for god's sake. She didn't snort.
"This whole weekend is like that, isn't it?" she said quietly. "Temporary. We pretend to like each other for three days, then Monday it's back to passive-aggressive emails and stealing lunches from the breakroom fridge."
"Not everything has to be temporary." David's voice dropped. He was standing closer now. Close enough that she could smell his cologne—sandalwood, her weakness. "Some things could... continue."
The water in the pond caught the last light, turning liquid gold. The goldfish surfaced, mouth opening and closing in silent desperation. Elena's heart did something complicated and unwelcome.
"I'm leaving the firm," she heard herself say. "In three weeks."
David stilled. "Oh."
"Starting my own consultancy. I've been planning it for months. This weekend—this whole charade—it's just... goodbye."
"Oh," he said again, and then, "Take me with you."
She laughed, startled. "What?"
"Not to the consultancy. I'm terrible at consulting. But to dinner. Tonight. After they ship us off to the 'team-building dinner' where we'll pretend to care about Q3 projections."
Elena looked at him—really looked. The gentle lines around his eyes, the tentative hope in his expression, the way his hand hovered near hers like he wasn't sure he had permission to touch.
"I'm not renting a goldfish, David," she said softly. "I'm not going back to the store on Monday."
"I'm not asking for a rental." He smiled, and it was genuine. "I'm asking for something that could last longer than three days."
Behind them, Maya missed an easy shot and cursed dramatically. The corporate goldfish disappeared beneath a lily pad. Elena took off her hat.