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The Goldfish at Center Court

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The air smelled of ozone and sweat before the storm broke. Elena balanced on the balls of her feet, padel racquet raised, watching David's mechanical serve arc toward her baseline. They'd been playing Tuesday evenings for six months—his idea, something to do together that didn't involve talking about the mortgage or his mother or the four-year-old silence where their daughter used to be.

Outside the glass walls of the court, the sky had turned that sickly yellow-green that precedes violence. The other players had packed up an hour ago.

"One more," David had said, and Elena had nodded because she always nodded now.

Her phone buzzed on the bench. The ringtone—a cheerful bubble sound she'd chosen years ago—cut through the heavy air. David missed his return. The ball skittered into the corner.

"Aren't you getting that?"

"It's probably just the pet sitter." But she knew it wasn't.

Earlier that morning, their seven-year-old goldfish—Frances, named for the patron saint of lost things—had started floating sideways. Elena had pressed her face to the bowl, watching the gills work frantically, the orange scales dull in the kitchen light. She'd called the vet, which felt absurd even as she'd done it.

"Bring him in," they'd said. "We can try flushing the system."

Now the phone buzzed again, longer this time. A call.

Elena lowered her racquet. Lightning cracked—a spiderweb of white splitting the sky—and for a split second, everything was illuminated: the scuff marks on the court, the sweat on David's forehead, the resigned set of his shoulders, the way he'd stopped expecting anything from her years ago.

"Elena?" The concern in his voice was automatic, reflexive.

She thought about Frances in his tiny castle, the way he'd swum the same perimeter for seven years, memorizing every artificial plant, every colored stone. Content in his bowl until he wasn't.

"I'm tired," she said.

"Of the game?" He gestured at the sky. "The storm's almost—"

"Of the bowl, David."

The phone screen lit up: VET CLINIC.

"Frances is gone," she said, and felt something break open inside her, something that had nothing to do with a fish.

David crossed the court slowly. When he reached for her, his hand was tentative, uncertain—a stranger testing boundaries. "Elena."

"I don't want to play anymore," she said, and realized she wasn't talking about padel. She wasn't talking about tonight.

Behind them, the sky opened.