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The Goldfish at Center Court

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The ball hit the padel racket with a satisfying crack, echoing off the glass walls. Elena wiped sweat from her forehead and adjusted her grip. Across the court, Marcus moved like a zombie—present but not quite there, his eyes glazed over even as he returned her serve with mechanical precision.

Three months ago, he'd proposed on this same court. She'd cried and said yes, the goldfish engagement charm dangling from his keychain catching the sunlight. Now, she wondered if he'd died inside and forgotten to tell her.

"Your backhand's off," he said, voice flat.

"So's your attention span."

He didn't respond, just served again. The ball sailed past her. They played in silence until her shoulder burned and her breath came short.

Afterward, in the locker room, they sat on opposite benches. Marcus stared at his phone.

"Are you going to tell me what's wrong, or should I guess?" Elena asked, pulling on her sweatshirt.

"I got offered the London transfer."

The air left the room. "And?"

"And I'm thinking about taking it. Alone."

Elena felt the impact like a physical blow. She'd been bearing this weight for weeks—the distance between them growing until it filled every room. She'd told herself it was stress, work, the wedding planning closing in around them like walls.

"Oh," she said.

"You deserve better than whatever this is," he continued, still not looking at her. "I haven't been happy in a long time, El. I'm just... existing. Like that goldfish we won at the fair. Remember?"

"It lived for six years, Marcus."

"It swam in circles until it didn't." He finally met her eyes. "I don't want to swim in circles anymore."

Elena stood up, grabbed her bag. The clarity in his chest was like a wound. She deserved better than a zombie of a relationship, someone staying out of obligation or habit.

"Then don't," she said. "Go to London."

She walked out, leaving him sitting there. Outside, the world felt sharp and immediate and terrifyingly open. Behind her, the padel court stood empty, glass walls reflecting nothing but sky.