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The Fruit We Forgot to Harvest

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Marcus stood in the kitchen, staring at the bowl of fruit on the counter. The orange had begun to shrivel, its vibrant dimpled skin turning soft and yielding in spots. Beside it, the papaya—overripe now—had split open, revealing its black seeds like something gestating inside.

"You're going to let everything rot again, aren't you?"

Elena's voice from the doorway didn't surprise him. Nothing surprised him anymore. Three years of marriage had taught him that her anger was predictable as clockwork, as choreographed as their Saturday morning fights.

"I'll get to it," he said, not turning around.

"You always say that." She stepped closer, and he could hear the exhaustion in her gait. "But you don't. You just move through the house like a fucking zombie, touching nothing, feeling nothing, waiting for someone else to clean up your mess."

The word hung between them—zombie. She'd used it before. It was her way of saying he'd checked out, that the man she'd married had been replaced by something that looked like him but didn't love her, didn't see her, didn't want her.

Marcus finally turned. Water dripped from his hair—he'd just showered after another meaningless day at the law firm where he billed hours he couldn't remember and solved problems that didn't matter. The condensation from his glass had left a ring on the counter. He watched it spread, thinking how easy it would be to just keep letting things spill.

"Remember when we bought that papaya?" he asked quietly. "In Hawaii. You said it tasted like sunshine."

Elena's expression softened for a fraction of a second before the walls came back up. "That was three years ago, Marcus. Nothing tastes like sunshine anymore."

"No," he agreed. "It doesn't."

He reached for the orange, peeled it mechanically. The scent released—citrus and memory and something like grief. He split it into sections and held one out to her.

Elena looked at his hand, then at his face. Really looked. For the first time in months, she seemed to see him—not the zombie version, but the man drowning beneath the surface.

"You're still here," she whispered.

"Barely," he said. "But I'm trying."

She took the orange. Their fingers brushed—water and juice and something electric that hadn't passed between them in longer than either wanted to admit.

"Try harder," she said, but it wasn't a demand anymore. It was a plea.

Marcus nodded. He took his own section and bit into it, the juice sharp and waking on his tongue. For the first time in forever, something inside him began to feel alive again.