The Fox at Third Base
The fox appeared at dawn, trotting across the abandoned baseball diamond like it owned the place. Sarah watched from her office window on the 42nd floor, her fourth coffee of the morning cold beside her. The fox's red coat burned against the gray morning—wild, alive, utterly unburdened by quarterly targets or the performance review scheduled for 2 PM.
She hadn't felt alive in months. Since the layoff announcement, since Mark moved out taking half the furniture and all her confidence, Sarah had been moving through her days like a zombie. Not the movie kind—hungry for brains—but the corporate kind: hungry for nothing, performing the motions of a person who used to want things.
Her hair had started falling out three weeks ago. Nothing dramatic, just enough that she'd switched to wearing it up, finding stray strands on her pillow, on her keyboard, on the bathroom floor like dead leaves. The dermatologist said stress. Everything these days was stress.
The fox paused at third base, sniffing the white canvas bag. Sarah remembered the last baseball game she'd attended with Mark. They'd been so drunk on cheap beer and possibility, talking about the house they'd buy, the life they'd build. Now Mark was remarried and she was here, watching a wild animal on a field that hadn't seen a game in five years.
The fox lifted its head, looking directly toward her window. For a heartbeat, their eyes met across the impossible distance. Then it turned and vanished into the woods beyond left field.
Sarah's phone buzzed. Performance review in 10 minutes.
She stood up, gathered her hair into its accustomed elastic band, and caught her own reflection in the darkened glass. Zombie, she thought. But then—just for a moment—she remembered the fox's coat, bright and unmistakable against the gray. She opened her desk drawer, took out the resignation letter she'd typed and revised twelve times, and headed toward the conference room. Not today. But soon.