The Fox at the Water's Edge
The cool night air wrapped around her as she stepped through the sliding glass door, pool water still clinging to her skin. Twenty minutes of swimming laps in silence—her only escape from the weight of the house, from him.
From the darkness under the deck, a fox emerged. Not the mangy scavenger of suburban lore, but something else entirely—lean and watchful, its eyes reflecting the pool lights like two tiny moons.
She understood its hunger.
Inside, David sat in his armchair, the television flickering across his face. Another night shift dispatcher, another night of staring at screens and voices through cables, answering emergencies he could solve from a chair. Sometimes she wondered if he'd forgotten how to be a person who touched things, who moved through rooms rather than monitoring them.
"I feel like a zombie," he'd told her that morning, pouring coffee with hands that trembled just enough. "Like I'm not really here anymore."
She hadn't known what to say. She'd kissed his forehead and left for work, leaving him sitting at the kitchen table in his uniform.
The fox lapped at the water's edge, then vanished back under the deck. She shivered. Summer was ending. She could feel it in the air, in the way the water seemed to hold the day's heat a little less each evening.
David came to the door, silhouette against the blue light. "You coming in?"
"In a minute."
"Okay. There's leftovers." He paused, and she could feel him wanting to say something more—maybe about how they used to swim together, before the shifts and the silence grew between them like the water rising around them both.
The fox was gone. The pool rippled, then stilled. She stood there alone, wondering how much longer they could both haunt this house without touching, without speaking the truth that had become a third presence in their marriage, something dead that neither of them could bury.