The Fox at Midnight
The cable modem had been blinking for three days before Elias finally called Marcus. They hadn't spoken since the funeral—not because of any particular reason, but grief has a way of calcifying friendships until they're too heavy to lift.
"Cable's out again," Elias said, his voice rusty from disuse. "You still doing installations?"
Marcus paused. "Elias? Yeah. I can come by Saturday."
Saturday. The word hung there like a suspended sentence.
When Marcus arrived, he looked different—thinner, the kind of weight loss that comes from something other than diet. He worked in silence, replacing cables, checking connections, until he straightened up and wiped sweat from his forehead.
"You still playing?" he asked, gesturing toward the padel court visible through Elias's window. The court where they'd played every Sunday for eight years, until.
"Sometimes," Elias lied.
Marcus nodded, understanding the lie for what it was: kindness. "I joined a league. After."
They stood in the kitchen like two strangers waiting for the same bus. Then Marcus reached into his pocket and pulled out a baseball—worn, scuffed, the stitching coming undone at one seam.
"Found this in my garage," he said. "From that game. The one where we almost fought that umpire."
Elias took it. The leather was still warm from Marcus's pocket. "I remember you almost getting arrested."
"Almost." Marcus's hand lingered on the ball for a moment before letting go. "Your brother was there that day."
"Yeah."
"He was the only one who could actually hit."
"Yeah."
The silence stretched until it became something else—invitation, absolution, the hollow space where words used to be.
"I'm getting married again," Marcus said suddenly.
Elias's fingers tightened around the baseball. "Congratulations."
"Her name's Sarah. She's." Marcus stopped. "She's never met anyone who died the way he did. She thinks it's strange, that we don't talk about it."
"What is there to say?"
"Exactly."
Later, after Marcus had left with a handshake that was somehow too brief, Elias found himself standing on the back porch with a drink he couldn't remember pouring. The yard was overgrown, wild in the way abandoned things become, and then he saw it—a fox picking its way through the tall grass, impossibly orange against the muted twilight.
It stopped and looked directly at him, eyes catching the last of the light, perfectly still. Not judging, not forgiving. Just witnessing.
Elias raised his glass. The fox dipped its head once, almost like acknowledgment, and vanished into the darkness.
The cable modem blinked steadily in the corner, green and solid, but Elias left the television off. Some connections work better when they're not made at all.