The Filter-Free Truth
My life measured in likes, comments, and that perfect ring-light glow. Okay, so maybe I wasn't exactly living my best life, but at least my iphone camera made it look like I was.
"You good?" Jordan asked, sliding into the booth across from me at Java Jungle. He was the kind of guy who made 7 AM look effortless—basketball jersey, messy-but-intentional hair, zero dark circles under his eyes.
"Fine," I said, though I was currently nursing my fourth anxiety attack of the week. I'd started taking these vitamin D supplements because TikTok said they helped with mood and energy, but so far the only thing they'd helped with was making me feel like I was choking on a horse pill every morning.
Jordan's phone buzzed. He grinned, turning the screen toward me. "Look what Tyler posted about the party last weekend."
I stared at the photo. There I was, looking absolutely basic in the background, while Tyler captioned it: "Small group of the realest ones. No fake vibes allowed. 💯"
"That's such bull," I blurted out, a little too loud. The barista glanced over from behind the espresso machine.
Jordan's eyebrows shot up. "What?"
"Tyler literally invited half the school, posted about how 'exclusive' it was, and then spent the whole night taking staged photos like he was having the time of his life." I gestured at my phone, my voice rising. "Meanwhile, his cousin told me he spent half the night crying in the bathroom because his crush showed up with someone else. But his caption's all 'no fake vibes allowed'? That's some straight-up bull."
Jordan stared at me for a second, then started laughing. Not polite laughter either—full-on, genuine wheezing.
"What?" I felt my face heating up.
"Nothing, I just—I've never heard you go off like that." He sobered, looking thoughtful. "You're right, though. It's all a performance. Even this." He gestured between us. "We're supposed to be studying, but we're both just scrolling through other people's fake lives instead of living our own real ones."
I looked at my iphone, then at him. The morning light was hitting his face in a way that no filter could replicate.
"Wanna actually study?" I asked, setting my phone face-down on the table. "Or we could go for a walk. Get actual vitamin D from the sun instead of those horse pills you're always choking down."
Jordan grinned, sliding his phone next to mine. "I thought you'd never ask."
Outside, the real world was waiting—unfiltered, uncurated, and honestly kind of messy. But for the first time in forever, I was okay with that.