The Drowning Pool
Margot stood at the edge of the hotel pool at 2 AM, the **water** an unnatural blue that seemed to glow in the darkness. She'd come to Phoenix for a conference that had already drained her—three days of HR professionals discussing engagement strategies while she'd been **zombie**-walking through presentations, her soul eroding like sand in a current.
She'd started taking **vitamin** D supplements after her mother's stroke, another daily reminder that her body was turning against her, that time was carving hollows beneath her eyes and silver threads through her dark **hair**. Last week, she'd found a clump in the shower drain and wept for twenty minutes before gathering herself for a team meeting about optimizing synergies.
"The pool's closed," said a voice behind her.
Margot turned. A man in a rumpled suit sat at a patio table, nursing what looked like whiskey in a water glass. His tie was loosened, his shirt untucked—a fellow ghost in the machine.
"I wasn't going to swim," she said. "Just needed to be near something that wasn't fluorescent lighting."
"Job's killing you too?" He gestured to the empty chair across from him. "I'm David. Corporate restructuring specialist. I spend my days telling people their departments don't exist anymore."
"Margot." She sank into the chair. "I spent today explaining why our wellness initiative doesn't actually make people want to work harder for less money."
David laughed, a genuine sound that surprised them both. "Jesus. We're living the same life in different buildings."
They talked until the sky began to gray. About divorces they'd barely survived, about promotions that felt like punishments, about the strange quiet of hotel rooms at 3 AM when you realize you're forty-one and everything you thought you'd have by now feels just out of reach.
"I have a 7 AM flight," Margot said finally.
"Me too."
She stood, her legs stiff. "This was—I needed this."
"Yeah." David hesitated. "Same time next year? Phoenix HR conference?"
Margot smiled, feeling something shift inside her, something small but real. "Same time next year."
She walked back to her room, and for the first time in months, she didn't check her phone. She lay down on the unfamiliar sheets and closed her eyes, thinking of blue water and a stranger who'd reminded her she wasn't alone in the zombie walk after all.