The Dinner Party Where Nothing Happened
The goldfish died three days before Marco's dinner party, a silent expiration that felt almost intentional. Sarah found it floating at the top of the bowl like some final offering, and something about that small, orange body suspended in stillness made her think of Thomas—the way he'd drift through rooms, present and absent all at once.
She hadn't seen Thomas in two years, not since the promotion that required him to become someone else. Marco invited them both, because Marco still believed in the mathematics of friendship—that proximity plus history equaled something salvaged. Sarah wore her father's fedora, the hat sitting low on her forehead like armor, shielding the part of her face that gave everything away.
"You look good, Sarah," Thomas said, his vitamin-tan glowing under Marco's recessed lighting. He'd started taking those supplements that promised vitality, the kind that came in amber bottles and cost more than her rent. "Different. But good."
"You too." She gestured at his hands, which were trembling slightly. "Starting something new?"
"Wellness regimen," he said, but she watched his fingers curl around his wineglass. "Just trying to—optimise."
Marco's cat, a sallow thing with one ear, jumped onto the table and nosed Thomas's plate. He didn't flinch, just watched it with that same driftless gaze she remembered from conference rooms, from the night he told her he couldn't be her friend anymore because it wasn't strategic.
"I hear you're seeing someone," Marco said from the kitchen, his voice straining against the silence that had settled like sediment.
" briefly," Sarah said. The cat ate something from Thomas's plate, delicate and confident. "It's strange how—you meet people, and they're so convinced they know what they need. Like vitamins. Like there's a formula."
Thomas set down his glass. "Is that what this is? The hat, the distance? You punishing me for choosing myself?"
"I'm not punishing you." She touched the fedora's brim. "I'm just surprised you're still here, floating at the top of the bowl."
Later, Marco would ask what happened, what went wrong between his oldest friends, and Sarah wouldn't have an answer. Some things don't happen—they accumulate, like sediment, like the slow silence of goldfish realizing the water's gone stagnant.
She left early. Thomas stayed, and Marco posted photos of them both—smiling, alive, everything fine.