The Digital Forecast
The spinach sat limp on her fork, wilted from the dressing she'd applied too liberally—much like everything else in her marriage lately. Across the table, David's iPhone glowed with the rhythmic pulse of an incoming notification, illuminating his downturned face with that familiar spectral blue light that had become the third partner in their relationship.
"Work?" she asked, though she already knew the answer.
"Just Melissa," he said, not looking up. "The merger's hitting complications again."
An orange slice from her water glass slid against the ice, its bright citrus color jarring against the gray February afternoon outside. She remembered their honeymoon in Seville, how the sunsets had burned that same impossible orange, how David had held her waist against the hotel balcony railing and whispered promises she'd mistaken for forever. That was before the promotions, before the late nights, before Melissa—who was apparently the only person who still received his full attention.
"You should eat," she said, gesturing to his untouched risotto. "It's getting cold."
Another notification. His thumb flicked across the screen almost reflexively, like an addict scoring a hit. She found herself counting the freckles on his nose, trying to remember the last time she'd looked at him properly, really looked at him, instead of through the filter of resentment and exhaustion that had accumulated over seven years of incremental disappointments.
Outside, the sky had darkened to the color of a bruise. The first flash of lightning fractured the gloom, startlingly bright—a spiderweb of electricity threading through the clouds. The restaurant's other patrons glanced up from their meals, momentarily united in wonder, then returned to their conversations.
"Did you see that?" she asked.
"Hmm?" His eyes never left his phone. "Sorry, Melissa just sent the revised projections. I need to review this tonight."
Something in her chest shifted—a tiny, precise fracture, like the crack appearing in ice before it gives way entirely. She set down her fork, the spinach forgotten, and watched the lightning arc across the sky again, closer this time. Somewhere, thunder rumbled low and resonant, like the earth itself was disappointed in them both.
"David," she said quietly, "I think it's going to storm."
He glanced up, puzzled by her tone, but she was already reaching for her coat, suddenly certain that some weather—geological, meteorological, or emotional—was finally about to break.