The Dead Channel
The fluorescent lights of the newsroom hummed at a frequency that made Marcus's teeth ache. He'd been moving through his shifts like a zombie for months now—ever since Sarah left, taking the lease and the cat and whatever capacity he'd once had for joy. The monitor in front of him displayed the same breaking news cycle on repeat: tragedy, outrage, celebrity distraction, tragedy. Some days he felt like he was drowning in it.
He'd started swimming again at the YMCA, mostly because it was the only place where his phone couldn't reach him. Under the water, everything was muffled and blue. No emails from his editor, no notifications about bills he couldn't afford to pay, just the rhythm of his own breathing and the burn of muscles that had forgotten how to move.
That's where he saw Elena—floating on her back during lap swim, staring up at the peeling ceiling like she was waiting for answers. She worked in the graphics department downstairs. They'd exchanged polite nods in the elevator for three years, but never spoken.
"You look like you're trying to decide if it's worth coming up for air," he'd said, treading water beside her.
She'd laughed, and the sound had surprised them both. "Some days the cable's the only thing keeping me sane. Bad TV, expensive wine, the whole pathetic routine. You know the drill."
They'd ended up at a dive bar afterward, talking until last call about dead marriages and careers that had stopped making sense somewhere around year seven. Elena's hand had brushed against his when she reached for her drink, and Marcus had felt something stir inside him that wasn't just the familiar numbness.
Now, three months later, they meet at the pool every Thursday. They're not dating, not exactly. But they're both swimming again—really swimming, not just going through the motions. And for the first time in years, Marcus doesn't feel like the walking dead.