The Cost of Rising
Marcus sat by the infinity pool at the Wynn, his third martini sweating on the glass table beside him. Below, the Strip glittered like spilled jewelry. He'd flown out for the acquisition announcement—his startup sold for eight figures, the tech press calling him a visionary.
But his phone kept buzzing with messages from David, the only real friend he'd made in those early garage days. David had stayed behind when Marcus pivoted from their original mission, choosing principles over the pivot that made Marcus rich.
"You sold us out," David's final message had read three years ago. Marcus had told himself he was being practical. He was twenty-eight, not stupid. Opportunity knocks once.
Now, staring at his palm—his lifeline creased with decisions he couldn't undo—he felt hollow in a way money couldn't fix. His therapist called it existential drift. Marcus called it exactly what he deserved.
A couple walked past, their golden retriever padding alongside them. The dog stopped, looked at Marcus with ancient, knowing eyes, and kept moving. Marcus thought about Buster, the lab mix he and David had rescued during those lean years. When Marcus moved to San Francisco for the funding rounds, he'd left Buster with David. Too busy, he'd said. Couldn't give him the life he deserved.
The truth: Buster reminded him of everything he was abandoning.
The acquisition pool of candidates had been shark-infested. Marcus had learned to swim with them, to become them. Dog-eat-dog, they said in boardrooms. Marcus had never understood how literal it would feel—consuming his own humanity bite by bite.
He opened his phone, scrolled to David's number. The last call had gone straight to voicemail for seven months.
But this time, someone picked up.
"Marcus?"
"I sold the company," he said.
Silence. Then: "Congratulations. I guess."
"I don't want the money, David. I want to know if... if Buster's still alive."
"He died last winter," David said softly. "He was fourteen. He dream-chased in his sleep, right until the end."
Marcus felt something break behind his ribs. "I should've been there."
"Yeah," David said. "You should have."
Marcus watched the pool's surface ripple in the desert wind. "Can I come home?"
"Home's still here," David said. "Whether you deserve it—that's not mine to decide."
The line went dead. Marcus ordered another martini.