The Corporate Pyramid
The spinach sat wilting in my desk drawer, a martyr to my half-hearted resolution to eat something alive. Three days old, it was probably healthier than me.
"You're like a zombie," Sarah had said that morning, watching me knot my tie with mechanical precision. "You come home, you eat, you sleep, you repeat. I don't even know who you are anymore."
I hadn't argued. What could I say? That the corporate pyramid scheme I'd bought into ten years ago had finally consumed me? That vice presidents and upper management and invisible shareholders somewhere at the apex had somehow convinced a generation that their sacrifices were noble?
"It's just a job," I'd said instead.
"It's not just a job," she'd snapped. "Our cat barely recognizes you. The dog looks more hopeful when I come home than when you do. That's not normal, Mark."
Now I sat in my corner office—the corner office I'd once dreamed of—and watched the sunset bleed across the city skyline. My phone lit up with another email. Another crisis. Another fire to put out. The pyramid demanded it.
I opened my desk drawer and stared at the spinach. Sarah had packed it Monday morning, back when she still believed I could change. Back when she still believed we could change.
The realization hit me with the force of something physical: I wasn't climbing anymore. I was being buried. All those ladders rung, all those sacrifices—they weren't elevating me. They were constructing my tomb, one perfectly manicured board meeting at a time.
I stood up. Not for a meeting. Not for a conference call. Just stood.
The spinach went into the trash. The resignation letter I'd drafted a dozen times but never sent—that went into my bag instead.
Sarah was right. I'd become something else entirely. But zombies, I realized as I walked out of the building without looking back, were just people who'd forgotten they could choose to end the story.