The Bull Market of Broken Things
The baseball card was pristine—1952 Mickey Mantle, edges sharp, surface gleaming. Ethan had stolen it from his father's safe two decades ago, a small act of rebellion against a man who treated everything like a transaction. Now, at forty-three, Ethan was worse than his father. He was a corporate spy, hired by hedge funds to infiltrate competitors and steal secrets. His latest target: the pharmaceutical company where his ex-wife, Sarah, worked as a researcher.
He watched her from across the bar, her laugh cutting through the Monday night crowd. She was meeting someone—a man in a suit who looked like every other bull on Wall Street. Ethan should have felt something. Jealousy. Regret. Instead, he felt like a zombie, hollowed out by years of betrayal masquerading as business.
"You're staring," the bartender said. "Either buy her a drink or accept you're just another dead man walking."
Ethan ordered another scotch. His phone buzzed—his handler asking if he'd gotten the data yet. The merger would destroy Sarah's research division. Hundreds of jobs, her life's work, collateral damage in another bull market run.
He remembered their last fight, standing in what used to be their living room. "You're not a person anymore," she'd said. "You're what happens when capitalism fucks a sociopath."
She wasn't wrong.
Outside, the baseball stadium lights flickered in the distance. They'd met at a game, bonding over the sweet spot of a bat connecting with a fastball. That Ethan—the one who believed in fair play, in love that didn't keep score—was gone. Killed not by one moment, but by a thousand small compromises.
The stranger touched Sarah's shoulder. She smiled—not the polite, practiced smile she'd given Ethan in their final year together, but something real. Something that made her eyes crinkle.
Ethan placed the Mickey Mantle card on the bar, then deleted the stolen files from his phone. The bull market would rage without him. For the first time in twenty years, he chose to be something other than a ghost haunting his own life.