The Bull by the Court
I watch them now from this bench, my knees creaking in sympathy with every sudden stop and pivot. The padel court hums with the energy of fifteen-year-olds who've never met a muscle ache they couldn't ignore. My granddaughter Sofia serves, and the ball cracks against the glass wall with that familiar echo that takes me back to dusty summer afternoons.
"Faster, Mateo!" Sofia shouts to her partner, a lanky boy whose enthusiasm outstrips his coordination.
I smile. They remind me of Jorge and me, fifty years ago, two boys sweating through our shirts on a cracked concrete court in Málaga. We were terrible, absolutely dreadful, but we played with the fierce determination of the young who haven't yet learned to calculate the odds of failure.
"Papi!" Sofia waves between points. "Did you see that?"
"Saw every bit," I call back, lifting my thermos in salute. "Though your grandfather Jorge would say you need to bend your knees more on the backhand."
She rolls her eyes, good-natured. The grandparents on the opposing side's bench chuckle. We've all become wise critics, dispensing advice we rarely followed ourselves.
My thoughts drift to Jorge's father's farm, that summer the field bull decided padel players were particularly worth harassing. Every time Jorge served high, that beast would charge the fence, snorting and pawing, convinced the yellow ball was some sort of challenge to his kingdom. We'd scatter like leaves, laughing so hard we couldn't hold our racquets steady, while Jorge's mother shouted from the porch that we'd wake the dead.
"Took the bull by the horns," Jorge always said later, puffing out his skinny chest. "That's why we won that match."
"We didn't win anything," I'd remind him. "The bull scored more points than either of us."
But that wasn't the point. The point was the shared breathless fright, the way we'd look at each other and know we'd remember this moment forever. Jorge has been gone seven years now, his laughter silenced by the cancer that moved through him like the bull through the tall grass, unstoppable and devastating. But on days like this, watching Sofia play, I feel his presence beside me on this bench.
Sofia and Mateo are losing badly, but they're grinning, high-fiving between points, celebrating a beautiful failure of a rally as if they'd just won Wimbledon. That's the real inheritance, I think—not the skill or the trophies, but the willingness to show up, to play badly with joy, to find a friend who'll laugh when the bull charges.
"Papi!" Sofia jogs over during the break, flushed and happy. "Grandpa Jorge really played here? With a bull watching?"
"Every Sunday," I tell her, pressing a water bottle into her hand. "And let me tell you, that bull was the worst referee in history."
She laughs, and I see Jorge in the crinkle of her eyes, the tilt of her head. The game continues, and I sit with my old friend's memory, watching the next generation learn that the score matters far less than who you're playing with.
The sun begins its slow descent, painting the court in gold. Somewhere, somehow, I imagine Jorge is laughing with us, still teasing me about that backhand that never quite improved. And maybe, just maybe, there's a bull watching too, keeping score in his own particular way.