The Bear, The Bull, and The Backward Pyramid
The social pyramid at Westwood High was simple: varsity athletes at the top, band kids somewhere in the middle, and everyone else scrambling for whatever scraps of relevance they could find. Me? I was practically subterranean.
Which is how I ended up in this stupid bear costume in 90-degree heat, working the mini-golf course to save money for a car that wouldn't die.
"Move it, Yogipro," my manager Tyler called out. He'd nicknamed me that after I'd mistakenly called his backwards soda can display a "downward pyramid" instead of an artistic statement. "Someone wants a photo with the bear. Again."
I lumbered over to a group of freshmen girls who squealed and posed. Inside the bear head, my face pooled with sweat. This was basically rock bottom, right?
Then I saw HER. Chloe Martinez, who sat two rows behind me in AP Bio and had never once looked in my direction. But she wasn't with her usual crowd. She was alone, standing near the fence where an actual dog—a sad-faced chocolate lab with a SECURITY GUARD bandana—was napping in what little shade existed.
"Hey," she said, not to me but to the dog. She knelt down and scratched behind his ears. "You got it made, huh? No one expects anything from you. You just exist and everyone thinks you're a good boy."
The bear head made it impossible to look away properly, but I stopped mid-bear-wave.
"I heard what Tyler said to you," Chloe continued, still talking to the dog. "Some people just get off on feeling superior. Last year at camp, they had this whole hierarchy thing too. My cabin leader tried to make us all do this challenge where we had to face our fears, and she literally made me go into this pen with a bull—a REAL bull—because she knew I grew afraid of them after I saw one flip my cousin's bouncy castle at a county fair."
She stood up and looked directly at my bear face. "I did it, though. Everyone acted like it was so brave, but really? I was just terrified the whole time. Sometimes you do stuff scared, and people think it's strength."
Inside the bear suit, something shifted. This was the most real conversation I'd heard since starting this job. Maybe since starting high school.
"Your name's Leo, right?" she asked. "I saw your name tag before you put on the bear head."
I nodded through the costume.
"Cool." She adjusted her backpack. "Well, see you around, Yogipro Bear."
She walked away, leaving me there sweating in fake fur while the security dog slept on, completely unaware he'd just witnessed something that felt weirdly momentous.
For the first time all summer, I didn't mind the pyramid, the bull crap, or the bear suit quite as much. Something told me the school year ahead might be different.