The Bear in the Mirror
Maya was running late—again. Junior year was hitting different, and not in the good way. Her phone buzzed with texts from the group chat she'd been ghosting for three days.
"u coming 2 the party??" "we saved u a spot"
She swiped them away. How could she explain that her mom's new boyfriend had brought over his cat—this massive, judgmental orange tabby named Tiger—and somehow, watching that cat stare at her goldfish bowl had become the highlight of her Friday nights?
The goldfish, a carnival prize she'd won with Austin last summer before things got weird, swam in endless circles. Austin who'd morphed from childhood bestie to the guy who sat behind her in AP Bio and never looked up from his phone. Tiger watched the bowl with predator focus, and Maya watched Tiger, thinking about how much high school felt like being that fish—trapped, swimming in circles, something always waiting to eat you alive.
"You're bear-like," her mom had said that morning, catching Maya hunched over her cereal, hoodie pulled up. "Your grandmother had those shoulders. Strong, protective. You'd never guess now, all folded in on yourself."
Maya had rolled her eyes so hard she saw her own brain. But something stuck.
She pushed through her front door, past the cat still stalking the fish, and started running. Not running away—just running. Her Nikes hit pavement, hoodie flapping. Her breath came in rhythm with her feet: not-Austin, not-Austin, not-Austin.
Three miles later, she found herself at Austin's street. His lights were on. The party was tomorrow night, but he'd be home now. Probably doing homework or whatever.
The goldfish's endless circles flashed through her mind. Tiger's predatory stillness. Her mother's voice saying "bear-like."
Bears didn't swim in circles. Bears took up space. Bears roared.
Maya stopped running. She dialed Austin.
"Yo," he answered, surprised. "Everything good?"
"Fish needs feeding," she said, heart hammering like she'd sprinted the whole way. "My mom's working late. Can you come over?"
Silence. Then: "Yeah. I'm leaving now."
The cat was still by the bowl when Maya got back, but now she scooped Tiger up—eight pounds of pure indignation—and dropped him gently outside her room. She closed the door.
When Austin arrived, they watched the goldfish together. Not perfect, not fixed. But the circles felt different with someone else watching them.
"Your cat's insane," Austin said.
"Yeah," Maya said. "But he's my cat."