Swipe Right for Summer
The baseball sat in the grass like a rejected thought—scuffed leather stitching coming undone, much like Maya's confidence. She adjusted her bikini top, suddenly hyper-aware of how exposed she felt, even surrounded by half the junior class at Tyler's end-of-school pool party.
"You coming in or what?" Tyler called from the pool, dripping wet and ridiculously comfortable in his own skin. The water sparkled with that irritating perfection that seemed to follow certain people everywhere.
"Yeah, just checking something," Maya lied, her thumb hovering over her iPhone like it held the secrets to the universe. Which, in a way, it did.
Three notifications. All from Snapchat group chats where everyone else was already having the time of their lives. The FOMO hit different when you were physically present but somehow still absent.
She picked up the abandoned baseball, rolling it between her palms. Someone had clearly given up on the impromptu game that had morphed into an excuse to hang out in swimwear. The leather was warm from the sun.
"Nice form." Jordan appeared beside her, wearing a backwards baseball cap and a smile that actually reached his eyes. "You play?"
"Used to," Maya shrugged, trying to play it cool even as her heart did that annoying flutter thing. "Little league. What feels like a thousand years ago."
"Show me what you got." Jordan pointed toward a makeshift target they'd set up earlier—empty cans arranged on a picnic table.
Maya hesitated. Her iPhone buzzed again, another reminder of the social dynamics she was supposed to be navigating. The screen reflected her uncertainty back at her.
She slid the phone into her bag. Screw it.
The throw was messy but decent, knocking over two cans with a satisfying clatter. Something unlocked in her chest—something that had nothing to do with likes or views or perfectly curated stories.
"Not bad," Jordan grinned. "I bet you could still crush it if you tried."
Maya laughed, and for the first time all afternoon, it wasn't performative. The baseball felt real in her hand—solid, imperfect, requiring nothing but her own two palms and a little bit of faith. The iPhone in her bag could wait.
"Teach me?" Jordan asked, holding out his hand for the ball.
Maya tossed it, watching the arc cut through the humid summer air. The water sparkled behind him, catching sunlight like diamonds. For once, she wasn't thinking about how the moment would look in someone's story.
She was just in it.