Sweaty Palms & Sunset Serves
The padel court smelled like rubber and teen spirit — that specific blend of expensive perfume, nervous sweat, and desperation. I leaned against the fence, clutching my phone so hard my palm left a foggy patch on the case. My charging cable was dangling from my pocket like a lifeline I couldn't quite let go of, because dead battery = dead social life, and everyone knew that.
Across the court, Maya was absolutely destroying it. Her orange headband flashed like a warning sign every time she smashed a winner past some poor freshman who definitely didn't sign up for this level of athleticism today. I'd been working up the nerve to talk to her for like, three weeks, which was honestly pathetic considering we'd been lab partners since September.
"Yo, you gonna play or just stand there looking like a walking iPhone commercial?" Jordan appeared beside me, dribbling a ball and grinning like he knew exactly what I was thinking. Which, rude.
"I'm observing," I said, which was code for 'I'm overthinking every possible social interaction and might actually combust.'
"Right. Observing." He bounced the ball off my chest. "Maya's looking over here, by the way. Third time this minute. Not that I'm counting or anything."
My stomach did that thing where it simultaneously dropped and rose, which should be physically impossible but here we were. I looked up, and sure enough — Maya was watching me, grinning that smile that made my brain feel like it had too many browser tabs open. She waved, orange paddle raised like she was greeting royalty or something.
"Go talk to her," Jordan shoved me forward. "I believe in you. Also if you don't, I will."
"Wow, so supportive. Truly."
But I was already walking over, my suddenly sweaty palms making the paddle grip feel precarious. This was fine. Everything was fine. I was totally chill and not internally screaming at all.
"Hey," she said, like it was the most natural thing in the world. "Wanted to see if you'd actually play or just watch me beat these freshmen all day."
I laughed, and somehow it sounded normal. "I mean, watching you destroy people is pretty entertaining."
"Flattery will get you everywhere." She tossed me a ball. "Doubles? You and me versus Jordan and whoever's unlucky enough to be his partner."
"You're on."
As I stepped onto the court, phone cable still swinging from my pocket, orange sunset painting everything gold, I realized something: maybe this wouldn't be so terrifying after all. Maybe some risks were worth taking, even with sweaty palms and the very real possibility of embarrassing yourself in front of the entire club.
Or maybe I'd just trip over my own feet. Only one way to find out.