Sweaty Palms & Stray Cats
The house party was already popping when Jordan arrived, music thumping through the walls like a second heartbeat. They clutched their dad's vintage bucket hat like a lifeline, fingers already slick against the brim. Their palms were basically swimming pools at this point—classic anxiety response, thanks nervous system.
"You good?" asked Kai, leaning against the doorway with that effortless cool Jordan had been trying to fake since seventh grade.
"Yeah, just... vibing," Jordan lied, adjusting the hat lower over their eyes. It was their armor, their shield against the terrifying possibility of actually being seen.
Then they saw it—a scrawny calico cat perched on the backyard fence, watching the party with judgment in its yellow eyes. Jordan drifted toward it, drawn by something they couldn't name.
"You think they're lame too?" Jordan whispered. The cat blinked slowly, then jumped down and wove through their legs, purring like a tiny motor. Jordan laughed, surprised, and accidentally knocked the hat off their head.
For a second, they froze. Waiting for someone to point. Waiting for the moment to break. But no one noticed. The cat head-butted their ankle, demanding attention, and Jordan crouched down, palms suddenly dry as they scratched behind its ears.
"Nice cat," said a girl from their history class, dropping beside them. "I'm Sam."
"Jordan," they said, and it felt weirdly easy, maybe because they weren't trying anymore. The cat purred louder, like it approved.
"Wanna help me find it some food?" Sam asked. "My cousin's dog keeps chasing it away."
Jordan nodded, leaving the hat on the grass. Their palms weren't sweating anymore. Sometimes the coolest version of yourself was just the one who knelt down to pet a stray cat instead of pretending to be someone else. The hat stayed on the lawn all night.