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Sweaty Palms and Dead Eyes

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The gym smelled like cheap body spray and desperation. I stood against the wall, nursing a lukewarm soda, watching Jordan — who was definitely going to win homecoming queen because she actually radiated那种 effortless glow that most of us only achieved through careful filters and three-tiered skincare routines.

"You look like a **zombie** that was forcibly reanimated and dragged here," my best friend Priya materialized beside me, grinning. "At least try to look alive-ish."

"I'm channeling undead chic," I muttered, wiping my **palm**s on my dress for the fiftieth time. "It's a vibe."

Then Jason walked in. Jason, who I'd had a crush on since seventh grade, who somehow got cuter every year while I remained the same level of awkward. He was currently making a beeline toward us, and my heart immediately launched into gymnastics it hadn't trained for.

"Hey," he said, stopping in front of us. "Anyone seen my **dog**? Luna got out again."

"Wait," Priya said. "The homecoming dance is happening, and you're here looking for a dog?"

"My parents will literally kill me if she gets hurt," Jason said, looking genuinely stressed. "She's terrified of loud noises."

Without thinking — because apparently my brain had decided tonight was the night for impulsive decisions — I said, "I'll help you look."

Priya gave me this look that said very clearly: you are absolutely unhinged, but also kind of iconic.

We found Luna three blocks away, cowering under someone's porch, shivering. I coaxed her out with some beef jerky Jason had in his pocket (who carries beef jerky to a dance? Apparently Jason).

"You're kind of amazing," Jason said as we walked back, Luna wrapped in his jacket like a burrito.

My face was definitely doing something embarrassing. "I just really like **dog**s."

"No, seriously," he said. "Most people would've been like 'have fun losing your mind alone.' You just... came through."

We spent the rest of the dance sitting on the bleachers, sharing his beef jerky, while Luna slept between us like the world's chunkiest, most judgmental cat. Jordan got crowned. The DJ played that song everyone pretends to hate but secretly loves. And for the first time all night, my palms weren't sweating.

"This is **bull**," Jason said suddenly, looking at the crowd. "We're having more fun than anyone out there."

"Yeah," I said, leaning back. "We really are."

Sometimes the best moments aren't the ones you spend weeks overplanning. Sometimes they just happen when you stop trying to be the protagonist of your own teen drama and actually show up for someone else.

Also, beef jerky: highly underrated social lubricant.