Sweaty Palms and Bear Markets
Maya's palms were sweating so bad she could barely grip her phone. Swipe left. Swipe left. Ugh, why did high school have to be this complicated?
"You look like you're about to throw up," said Jace, dropping onto the bench beside her. His baseball cap was backwards—because of course it was. "Chill. It's just tryouts."
"Easy for you to say," Maya muttered. "You're not the one who's never played padel in your life."
Padel. The sport everyone at Northwood High was suddenly obsessed with. Maya had played tennis since she was seven, but this was different. Smaller court. Glass walls. More strategy. And somehow, more pressure.
Her older brother Jake had played baseball all through high school. The golden child. The one who could literally bear the weight of their parents' expectations without breaking a sweat. Meanwhile, Maya was out here hyperventilating over a club sport nobody cared about two years ago.
"Maya Rodriguez?" Coach Martinez's voice cut through her spiral.
Time to bear it. Whatever "it" was.
She grabbed her racquet and headed to court 3. Her sneakers squeaked against the surface—sounding way too loud in the sudden silence. Across the net stood Harper Chen. Of course. The girl whose Instagram had tripled since she started playing padel last semester.
Harper's palm was steady on her racquet grip. Confidence radiated off her like she owned the place. Meanwhile, Maya felt like she might throw up.
First point came to Maya. She returned it decently. Second point, she actually scored. Third point—her racquet slipped. The ball sailed way out of bounds.
Somebody snickered.
Maya's face burned. She could feel Harper's pity from across the net. This was it. The moment she became the girl who choked at tryouts. The girl who couldn't bear to show her face at school tomorrow.
But then Jace yelled from the sidelines: "Reset, Maya! You got this!"
Not a laugh. A reset.
Maya closed her eyes for one second. Found her breath. Remembered how she'd felt hitting tennis balls with her dad before he got sick. Before everything got complicated.
She opened her eyes and met Harper's gaze. Not with fear anymore. With something else.
"One more," Maya called out. And this time, when her palm gripped the racquet, it wasn't slippery with nerves. It was solid.
The ball came. Her return arced perfectly over the net. Harper scrambled but couldn't get there.
Game on.
Maya might not make the team. But she was done letting fear call the shots. This was her game now.