Sunday Night Ghosts
The charging cable frayed at the end, exposing copper that glinted in the bedside lamp's light. Emma watched her iPhone crawl toward 12% battery, the familiar anxiety rising in her chest. Not because of the dying phone—because of the notification that had lit up the screen two hours ago.
Maya wants to reconnect.
Six years. That's how long it had been since the wedding reception, since Emma found Maya behind the venue, her tongue in Emma's husband's mouth. Since Emma walked away without a word, leaving her hat on the grass like some tragic, meaningless flag of surrender.
Now she stared at the screen, thumb hovering. The message was simple: "Thinking of you. Coffee?"
Coffee. As if they could sit across from each other, ceramic mugs steaming, and pretend Maya hadn't dismantled Emma's life from the inside out. As if Emma hadn't spent years rebuilding herself, piece by piece, learning to sleep without someone beside her, to trust again, to believe she was enough on her own.
The phone buzzed again. A follow-up: "I'm in town for the week. Same café?"
Emma's heart hammered. She remembered the way Maya used to look at her across crowded rooms. The way she'd defended Emma when no one else did. The years of friendship that had meant something, once. Before the betrayal. Before everything.
She remembered the hat too—not the one she'd left behind, but the silly fedora Maya had bought her for Halloween one year. How they'd laughed until they cried, drunk on cheap wine and the effortless certainty that they'd be friends forever.
The phone screen dimmed. 11%.
Emma typed, deleted, typed again. Finally, she set the phone on the nightstand and watched the screen go dark. Some ghosts were better left unexorcised. Some wounds healed precisely because you stopped picking at them.
She turned off the lamp. In the morning, she would block the number. But tonight, in the dark, she allowed herself to miss her friend. Just for a moment. Just enough to remember that she'd once loved someone enough to be shattered by them.
And that, she realized as sleep finally came, was its own kind of wholeness.