Stray
The morning fog clung to the riverfront as Sarah ran, her breath ragged in the cold air. Running had become her only escape since she'd left Mark—the rhythm of her feet against pavement the only thing that could quiet the chaos in her mind.
Her hair, once perfectly coiffed in the way Mark preferred—long, blonde, impeccably straight—now hung in a tangled ponytail. She hadn't bothered to color the roots in weeks. The gray was coming in, wild and unapologetic. Part of her welcomed it. This was her hair now, not his.
A streak of movement caught her eye—a cat, scrawny and orange, darting between the parked cars near the river trail. Sarah slowed to a walk, her chest heaving. The cat froze, watching her with suspicious amber eyes, a fresh scratch across its nose.
She crouched down, extending a hand. "Hey there, little guy."
The cat hissed and bolted.
Sarah stood slowly, knees popping. At 42, her body reminded her daily of what she'd ignored for twenty years of marriage: the long hours at the firm, the sleepless nights, Mark's incessant criticism of everything from her cooking to her career ambitions. The running was new—she'd started three months after the divorce was final. First it was walks, then jogs, now this: six miles every morning before dawn, pushing herself until her legs burned and her thoughts blurred into static.
On the way home, she stopped at the corner salon. The sign in the window flickered: "Maggie's Cuts & Color."
Maggie looked up from sweeping when the bell chimed. "Sarah? Everything okay?"
Sarah ran her fingers through her ponytail, felt the weight of it, the ghost of Mark's hands in her hair, his voice telling her how to wear it, what products to use, never in a million years would she cut it short, she had such beautiful hair, Sarah, why would she want to ruin that?
"I need a change," Sarah said. "Something short. Pixie short."
Maggie's eyebrows rose, but she just nodded. "You got it."
Sarah watched in the mirror as the ponytail fell to the floor—first the scissors, then the clippers buzzing close to her scalp. Her neck felt exposed. Vulnerable. Free.
She ran her hand over the short, bristly hair. The face looking back was older than she remembered, more lined around the eyes and mouth, but somehow more hers. Not Mark's wife. Not the senior associate at the firm who'd taken shit from partners for fifteen years. Just Sarah.
Walking home, hands shoved in her pockets against the morning chill, she saw the orange cat again. It was sitting on a porch, licking its wounded paw.
Sarah kept walking.
Some things couldn't be saved. Some things had to be let go.
That afternoon, she emailed her resignation. The firm could find someone else to run themselves into the ground. She was done running from the wrong things.
Now she would run toward something else. She just hadn't figured out what yet.