Static Charge
The social pyramid at Northwood High was less of a hierarchy and more of a death trap. I'd been hovering somewhere near the middle—too visible to be invisible, too invisible to matter—until Jordan Halloway decided to drag me to the top tier.
"You're coming tonight," he'd said in AP Calc, sliding a crumpled invitation across my desk like it was contraband. "No bull. If you flake, I'm telling everyone you still sleep with a nightlight."
I was currently hiding behind the concession stand at the county fair, post-shift, wearing a polyester uniform that smelled like deep-fried regret. Tank, my boss's ancient pit bull mix, was snoring beside me, his head heavy on my sneaker. Tank didn't care about social climbing. Tank cared about exactly three things: treats, belly rubs, and judging everyone silently.
"You okay, kid?" Mark called from inside the stand. He was forty, going on seventeen, with the kind of easy confidence I'd been trying to fake since seventh grade.
"Just thinking about tonight."
"Jordan's party?" He appeared in the doorway, wiping grease on his apron. "Listen, I've known you since you were twelve and afraid of the Ferris wheel. You think those kids at the top of some imaginary pyramid are gonna matter in five years? They're just people with better hair and more problems."
I snorted. "That's literally what someone who doesn't go to my school would say."
"Fair." He tossed me a bottled water. "But here's the thing about lightning—you never know where it's gonna strike. Could be the highest point. Could be the parking lot. Could be some random kid hiding behind a concession stand with a dog who's basically an emotional support unit at this point."
Tank opened one eye, as if confirming his role in my mental health journey.
"What if I say something stupid?" I asked. "What if I realize I've been trying to impress people who don't actually care about anything real?"
"Then you'll be seventeen and figuring stuff out, just like everyone else." Mark's expression softened. "Tank's been through worse. He survived being tied to a dumpster behind a 7-Eleven. He's not impressed by much, but he seems to think you're worth napping beside. That's gotta count for something."
I looked at Tank, who'd gone back to sleep, dreaming probably of squirrels and stolen corn dogs.
The first drops of rain hit the pavement.
"Go to the party," Mark said. "Or don't. But do it because you want to, not because Jordan Halloway made it sound like a life-or-death situation. And hey—if it sucks, Tank's always here. He makes an excellent buffer against social awkwardness."
I stood up, Tank lifting his head reluctantly as I nudged him gently. My phone buzzed—Jordan, probably wondering where I was. The social pyramid would still be there tomorrow, intact and terrifying. But the lightning was already cracking through the clouds, electric and unpredictable.
Some things, I realized, you couldn't control. But you could choose where you stood when the storm hit.