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Marissa hadn't slept properly since the layoffs. Three a.m. found her on the fire escape of her Murray Hill apartment, nursing a lukewarm IPA and watching the city hum beneath her. Somewhere below, a stray cat yowled, that guttural sound of urban loneliness that matched the hollow ache in her chest. She'd always wanted one, James had always said no—pets were anchors, and they were supposed to be floating people, unattached, ready for whatever came next. Whatever came next had been his LinkedIn update, smug in a new profile picture with someone half her age, taken at what looked like Napa or maybe Santa Barbara.

The cable from the neighbor's apartment swung in the wind, a black umbilical cutting through her view of the Empire State Building. It had been dead for months, another casualty of the building's neglected infrastructure, much like her own sense of future. Her phone buzzed—a Slack notification from London, where her former colleague Nikhil was surely awake, over-caffeinated, and thriving in the time zone she'd once jokingly called God's waiting room.

She watched as a woman emerged onto the adjacent fire escape, a fox-red coat bright even in the sodium haze. The woman—Elena? from 4C?—leaned against the railing and lit a cigarette with practiced ceremony. They'd never spoken more than elevator pleasantries, but tonight, separated by twelve feet of iron and the thin dark of insomnia, something shifted.

"Heard you got caught in the bloodletting," Elena said, smoke curling from her lips like punctuation. "Equity research, right?"

Marissa nodded, surprised. "News travels fast."

"Buildings talk." Elena exhaled, watching the smoke rise. "I've been divorced three years. The building was more sympathetic than my mother."

They stood there as the city's drone continued below, two women suspended in the amber glow of shared insomnia, bound by the thin cable of their respective ruinings. The cat cried again, and Marissa found herself laughing—a real sound, startling in its authenticity.

"My ex hated cats," she said. "Said they were untrainable."

Elena smiled, fox-coat bright against the night. "Everything good is untrainable. That's the point."

The cable between them seemed to tighten, pull taut with possibility. Marissa finished her beer and set it down, already wondering about breakfast, about coffee, about whether 4C took sugar, about the terrible and wonderful fact of beginning again.