Spinach Teeth & Electric Papaya
The kitchen hummed with party noise—muffled bass, distant laughter, the clink of red cups against countertops. I stood frozen in front of the fruit platter like it was some kind of test I hadn't studied for.
"You gonna actually eat that, or just stare at it until it gets awkward?"
I jumped. Maya leaned against the doorframe, all effortless cool in her ripped jeans and that vintage band tee she'd thrifted last week. My—friend? Situational friend? The girl I'd been lowkey obsessing over since September?
"It's papaya," I said, brilliant conversationalist that I am. "Never tried it."
Maya stepped closer, close enough that I could smell her vanilla perfume. "Live a little, Torres." She picked up a wedge and took a bite, juice sliding down her thumb. "It's like... if mango and melon had a baby. But weirder."
I tried it. It was—yeah. Weird. But not bad-weird.
Then her eyes went wide. "Oh my god, don't panic, but you've got—" She gestured at her own front teeth.
SPINACH. From the stupid appetizer tray I'd decimated twenty minutes ago. I'd been walking around with green stuff in my teeth like a complete unhinged goblin while trying to look chill in front of the most gorgeous girl at Tyler's party.
I spun toward the sink, face burning so hot I was basically radioactive.
"No wait, don't—" Maya grabbed my wrist, lightning reflexes, and turned me back around. "It's fine. Honestly, it's kinda—I don't know, endearing? Like you're actually eating real food instead of just standing there looking all tense and mysterious."
"Tense and mysterious," I repeated. "That's what we're calling it."
Outside, thunder rattled the windowpane. The storm had been building all evening, the air thick and electric, like something was about to break.
"You know what I mean." Maya's voice dropped, something shifting in her expression. The joke had evaporated. "You're always—holding back. Like you think if you relax too much, something'll go wrong."
A crack of lightning flashed through the kitchen, illuminating everything in stark white. For one second, I could see everything—the soft way she looked at me, the tiny freckle on her chin, the fact that her hand was still on my wrist.
"Maybe," I said, heart hammering. "Or maybe I'm just trying to survive high school without humilitating myself every five minutes."
"You're doing better than you think." She squeezed my wrist. "Also, for the record? The spinach was barely noticeable. Like, a solid 3/10 crisis."
We stood there as the rain started hammering against the glass, loud and sudden, drowning out the party beyond the door. And for the first time all night, I wasn't thinking about how to look cool or what to say next or whether my hair was doing something weird.
I was just standing in a kitchen with papaya on my tongue and spinach in my teeth, watching lightning split the sky while the girl I'd been pining after for months looked at me like I was someone worth noticing.
Sometimes, weirdly enough, that was enough.